…and may the odds be ever in your favor.

J has been up at 7:00am and gone until 7:00pm….6 days a week. This kid is working hard. His body aches but he looks so handsome with his tan and beautiful scruffy face. I also know he is probably making decent money and you all know what that means. <sigh> I wish it didn’t mean relapse but money is J’s NUMBER ONE biggest trigger. I am keeping positive. Also, keeping my fingers and toes crossed because J has been doing really well.  I try not to be too invested when I look into those cool blue eyes but happily so far all I see is my intelligent son with perfectly sized pupils.  He seems to be looking towards the future but if I have learned anything in this journey life is a crap shoot you never know how the dice will roll.

About madyson007

I am a mom of 4 who thought she was home free when my oldest son went off to college. My serious blunder? Genetics and being naive or maybe just plain stupid.
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2 Responses to …and may the odds be ever in your favor.

  1. Sidda says:

    I’m really happy to hear he is doing so well! I know that money was also a trigger for my son, when he started making a decent amount he would actually give it to me to hold on to. I realize this is something that obviously cannot go on forever but in early recovery it seemed to really help him a lot.

  2. Barbara Miller says:

    My son is working full time, possible that he might get a promotion. I’m also taking care of his money…he wants me to. Im still fearful when I see him spending money at grocery stores,
    is he getting cash back? Sometimes his voice sounds slow and thick. Should I test him? Hes in his early 30’s, was the most popular, athletic, handsome kid in school. Now all his best friends since 2 ed grade are married to beautiful women have cute babies, and have deserted him.I feel like someone gave him a gun and said lets play Russian roulette and he got the bullet…so did we.

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