J will not return messages or phone calls. This is not good but hey it’s Christmas this week so actually it’s on point. Why oh why do addicts often lose it around holidays? Don’t they think their loved ones deserve some peace? I know they don’t think at all but damn it we deserve peace on Christmas!
It’s my fault. I wished for more than I should have. I took sobriety for granted but truly I just want a normal son with some kind of life! I am just so angry.