I am so nasty at times that I don’t even recognize myself. Maybe it’s because I am getting old? Everything seems so much more stressful but I am not sure why? As far as J’s addiction goes, things seem less intense or It could be that I am just getting much better at untangling myself from his life. So let me just say to the person who invented detachment with love…kudos to you! It really can work….right up until it doesn’t but I guess nobody is perfect.
This stress seems to stem from many different things that I am sure we are all going through. We just seem to make less money every year…which wouldn’t be so bad if we could adjust our lives to spend less but that doesn’t seem possible. Prices continue to rise for EVERYTHING….food, taxes, college, gas and the list goes on and on. I am not a nasty person….really.
I am actually a really nice person. The kind that really tries hard to see the good in everything and every person. A glass half full kind of gal. Lately the stress of always worrying about money makes me nasty….well nasty may be to strong a word but a constant state of annoyance is probably accurate and that affects my mood and my personality.
This Obama Care is BULL FREAKING SHIT. We can no longer afford the insurance we had and will need to look at getting a less expensive with less coverage plan. Thank you Obama I enjoy paying more for crap insurance so I can cover a bunch of people who are uninsured for numerous reasons. This falls squarely on the shoulders of the middle class. The rich can afford to pay more and the poor are paying nothing. Yipee! I feel so special. Can you see how happy I sound?
chocolate I mean salad.