and here I am watching my son play “catch me if you can” with his addiction. He has managed to test NEGATIVE 3 times at home and at least 1 broad tox screen test at IOP that was sent out to a lab, was also negative. Only I just can’t seem to believe it. He tells me I am crazy and I beginning to think I maybe I am?
At times he looks perfectly fine and at other times not so much. He gets up for work every morning by 8:00 am and comes home tired, dirty and sunburned from landscaping somewhere between 6:00-7:00. I feel he is isolating himself somewhat and the frequency of his meetings is about once a week now.
I think he is playing games…only I really no longer want to participate.
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