You know how we are all a family because of our common circumstance? Some stories hit closer to home than others but we connect…we just get “it”. I have many people in my blog circle that I consider a true friend. I have not met one of you in real life but feel a bond that no one but “us” can really understand. How we connect in the blog world often has to do with how similar our stories are but not always. Sometimes my connection to others has nothing to do with a commonality in stories, sometimes its just a gut reaction maybe having to do with personalities but all of you are so important to me.
Those of you who have a “special” connection with me know who you are. If about now you are thinking “I wonder if she means me?”….the answer is yes. I mean you. You can’t force a special connection it just is and I hope you know who you are and feel it on my end. I don’t want to list names because I know how hurt I would be if my name didn’t show up on your list. Please just know that I love and appreciate you…gosh this has turned out really sappy? So sorry I am not sorry….can’t help it. 🙂
Jay is currently in court right now hoping to convince the judge that he wants to go to in-patient rehab to get well and so the judge should ignore that he will/did test dirty. My gut says that once again J will get what he wants. Now if I could just believe that he wants rehab for the right reasons and not just because jail sounds so unappealing, all would be right in the world. It is times like this that I wish I was still that “wide-eyed unconditionally believing mom” but I am not and it kind of sucks.