Spring Break is a lovely thing…just got back from Ocean City Maryland! My daughter’s team did the best they have done this entire season…it was so wonderful to be there for that special moment. A little one on one with my not so little girl was awesome. She is growing up so fast, she is truly beautiful. I worry about her lack of confidence and her ability to adopt the absolute worse scenario before even looking for a brighter side to things. I wonder if this is a product of growing up in a household with an addict and an alcoholic? She seems to travel around with a little rain cloud over head waiting for lightening to strike at any moment. Was I like that when I grew up? I think I might have been a bit like that, but in a sunshinier kind of way. Wow, that makes no sense but some how it does to me.
My dogs missed me, the house was clean and the laundry was done! It’s the little things in life…know what I mean?
I am praying a lot lately, seeking answers for us all…searching for a little more peace with life as it is right now. I think I am working on a step without even realizing it? Is acceptance a step? Everything seems a bit of a dead-end now. I don’t like when I lose faith. Hope still lingers but it is not in the spot light at the moment. Isn’t there suppose to be some serenity in acceptance?