I don’t think I understood how I came across as a person until someone blogged about it. This person didn’t do it maliciously she simply stated what I looked like to her living and posting about my life. It was ugly and I didn’t like it. If that person sees me as a pathetic enabler who blogs for comments then others must see me like that too and that is enough to make me stop.
I will always follow this blogging community…I just won’t be posting anymore. I will leave this blog up because I really do hope a struggling parent might stumble upon this and gain some insight or help or comfort that they are not alone. Maybe it will direct them to all of you very wise wonderful people.
I have never been anything but honest. I have laid my life on the line… the good the bad and the very ugly. I am not proud or ashamed of anything I have said …it just is. The one regret I have is blogging about my husband. I new I should have kept my husbands issues out of this blog. It took me a long time to blog about them, I should have listened to my gut. It may be the most valuable lesson I have ever learned. Listen to your instincts they know what they are talking about.
I have gone to a couple of meetings and hope to find support in the real world. Maybe this is God’s perfect timing and this is where I say good bye.
If you have knowledge on the workings of wordpress please drop me an email. I want to keep this blog intact but disabled if that makes sense. There must be a way to do that.