I think we are more stressed about money than anything else right now. J’s college loans need to be paid and L is heading off to University of Alabama in the fall. I ended up in the emergency room last night with, well they are not really sure…they suspect kidney stones. I feel better today but stress seems to take a physical toll on me. J is doing well and that is all I am going to say. Every time I say something wonderful and glowing things fall to pieces in a split second…so right now no news is good news and I am feeling some hope again. One things that is different this time is his girlfriend is not here. I don’t think she wanted anything but the best for him but, together they were not good for each other. I suspect she is also doing much better. I pray she is doing well because she is a lovely girl, who loved J very much and stood by him through a lot of garbage. I know J misses her but he is moving on with his life which is a VERY good thing. I hope she is able to do that too.
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