“I just learn to accept the people in my life and realize at least they are dependable in being who they are”. This was said by somebody at the last meeting I went to. It sounded very profound to me but also very sad. I guess this is part of having no expectations, the only thing that bothers me about this is…there can not possibly be hope without expectations. If there is a way to do this, I would really like to know how?
J will be released on the 12th…it is all our insurance will pay for. I want to have hope, I want to believe but having a hard time with that right now.