I keep hoping things can change and crashing won’t be necessary but I don’t think J feels things are different other than the location he sleeps in. He has another family who caters to his eccentric sleep habits and low energy. I try and stay out of his life as much as possible but I can’t seem to totally relinquish my need to try and control the situation. He lives his life in the moment never seeing past the end of his nose. I will have to let him crash and burn before he see’s that although I have hard time letting go completely, things are different. I am willing to watch him fail and make poor choices and feel the pain of those choices. In the hope that he can find himself as a grown up. I don’t believe anymore that it will be possible for him to do that while I make doctors appointments and beg him to re-fill his prescriptions and offer to make him dinner.
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