I know J is running out of one of his medications. He seems to think her can get it last minute no problem but I know the Doctor who gave him the prescription said he would not get anymore unless he was under a therapists care and of course we know thats not happening. I know I don’t own this problem but it wakes me up from a dead sleep sometimes. If he really is clean when this medication runs out he will be at great risk of a relapse. Why can he not see this is serious and he better try and figure this out ASAP. Why does this not keep him up at night? I will not fix this for him he will be 21 on October 4th. The unfortunate thing is …that doesn’t keep me from worrying. I would feel so much better if he could resolve this and I could get a good night sleep.
One step forward and two steps back…seems to be the story of many of our lives. I fool myself into thinking that my life is fine and normal and then something like this sneaks up on me and sets me back big time. I JUST WANT TO WORRY ABOUT NORMAL THINGS! The sad thing is I am not sure if I know what normal is anymore.