I am feeling such anxiety this past week but especially today. That ill feeling where your heart races and your mouth is dry and you can barely swallow. I can not seem to relax no matter what I do. So I thought I would blog and try to let some of this go. It is kind of strange. I realize it is normal to feel this way when your child is going to court but logically I also know, nothing is going to be decided today. This is just the preliminary stuff. I want to detach because this is a terrible feeling but my body will not let me. It is like that fight or flight feeling and I hate it. If I had a Xanax I would honestly consider taking it right now. Blogging is not working at all…I am just working myself up into a full blown panic attack. I am going to try to go for a walk.
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