I am feeling better thank you all for the well wishes. Vacation was very nice despite being in the hospital and the usual tension an addict creates. When we got to the second part of the trip he stayed with my parents. They think J eats rainbows and poops butterflies so great fun was had by all. He remained sober and we didn’t spend a lot of time together. Good times!
We are kind of in a holding pattern, so I don’t have a lot to say. I feel strangely disconnected from it all. I think I am in self preservation mode, my mind is telling me to let it go because your body needs you too. We had planned on meeting with Jay to discuss possible outcomes and consequences for behaviors. He has conveniently moved in with his girl friend again so either he has gone off the deep end or he is trying to get his act together. Right now …works for me because I don’t care.
PS I will put some pictures of the “little ones” up soon…they had fun!