this may sound trivial but to me it is one more monumental thing. When I got home from work today my little Yorkie was panting and seemed to be in pain. I rushed her to the vet and he said it was time, so I had her put to sleep. J is going to be devastated and I am feeling bad that he did not get to say goodbye but there was nothing I could do.
Yesterday on my way to an al anon meeting I hit a deer and killed the poor thing, of course I was driving my favorite car. I had an estimate today on fixing it but haven’t heard back on the final numbers. I can not take anymore really. God if you are listening…I am there, I have reached the limit.
I am grateful that my dog did not have to suffer. I am grateful that I did not get hurt or hurt anyone else but please everyone and everything just chill for a little while ok?