I am so tired and overwhelmed by everything. I think I am depressed. Every morning I get up and think to myself…maybe I should call in sick today? Of course I don’t because I really love my job, but if I could crawl into my bed for a couple of weeks I totally would. The only reason I don’t…My other three children, who did not ask for a brother who causes turmoil in all our lives.
My littlest one had his first soccer practice of the season yesterday. He was so excited! He has pretty much decided soccer is his life and lucky for him he is actually pretty good at it. His first game is on Saturday! He is a total tow head with bright blue eyes and cute as a button.
My Darling Diva Mady is so sensitive to my emotions. I try to keep everything light and normal as possible but she always notices everything. I need to help her find an activity that she loves but she hasn’t discovered it yet. She is high maintenance and loves to give me a run for my money. Fashion is her thing…she has such a great sense of style at the age of 10, she is already 5 feet tall she could be a great model one day.
My 17-year-old is the whole dang package. Bright, beautiful, popular and kind. She was a competitive gymnast but switched over to cheerleading a couple of years ago, she is now on a search for the right college. She is so angry at how J impacts us all and sees it all in black and white. Her view:Throw him out he has screwed up to many times. I really wish it was that easy.
Nothing is easy anymore…