We have not given in and it is so hard on both of us but for different reasons. My husband is the fixer in the family. It is a quality that defines him as a father and as a husband. He is not willing to pay for a lawyer again so he is trying to fix it in other ways. He likes to have control over all chaos. It is so exhausting for him! I want to fix it because I am his mother and that’s what I do or used to do anyway. So he has no car, no phone, limited access to the computer and no help from us. I think J is starting to come to terms with what he did and that very real consequences are happening. Some days it definitely looks like he has just given up and other days it looks like he is going to fight for his life. I am asking for specific prayers that my son chooses to fight for his life. I know now that I can not fight for him, no matter how much I love him. Please GOD send my son the strength and will to fight for his life.
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