My son got a job! That’s what I wanted right? Then why do I feel nothing but uneasiness? It’s because I can not control a part of his life that could cause him to relapse. I have to trust him to do the right thing and that is a very difficult thing to do right now. When he received his birthday money through the mail from his grandparents it took less than a day for him to relapse. Now he will have free access to his car and money from work and there is nothing I can do about it. He is 20 years old. I can’t micro manage his life forever can I? The truth is I wish he was still a boy and I made all the major decisions in his life but I am not all that sure what I would or could change? I don’t know for sure what I could have done differently to change this life we are all living right now.
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